I have... so many emotions twisted up in all this. Guilt that I couldn't help her enough, pain that I wasn't enough, not me, not my family or friends, not the time I spent or the money to fly out there and help her; anger, disappointment, loss... I don't know all the answers, I'm still left in the dark about so many people, so many times or situations; so many things said; I'm just... yea.
Just... nothing to say I guess. *hugs* I'm so sorry that it turned out for you the way it did. So sorry for all the people that got burned, and hurt, who got lied to or deceived or... all of it.
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Date: 2007-12-20 07:42 pm (UTC)Just... nothing to say I guess. *hugs* I'm so sorry that it turned out for you the way it did. So sorry for all the people that got burned, and hurt, who got lied to or deceived or... all of it.
I'm so sorry.