Jul. 30th, 2002
Have you ever been to the point where your current life/style/lifestyle just didn't quite suit you anymore? I meant it. Where one day, you're going through your things/clothes/whatever and realise you can no longer call yourself what you have for so long? I had that today. It made me think, and it hurt my head.
See, it started this morning. I got up late, missed World Civ class again (I have to go at least one day this week. Maybe tomorrow.) and started grabbing clothes for work. And for some reason, I grabbed the blue jeans and blue tank. Okay, this is weird. Usually, my work attire consists of black or purple plaid bondage paints and one of my black tops. I was at work when I noticed, and started thinking about this. Over the last several weeks, I've been wearing less and less of my Goth/Fetish stuff, and more of my comfortable blue jeans/top bohemian/pagan sorta thing.
And it freaked me out. How could I have made a change like that, and not noticed it? I mean, I still go window shopping, I still like the clothes, just not on me anymore. *frowns* Greg says I'm overanalyzing shit. TJ says my other personalities are playing a joke on me. *shrugs* Whatever.
Doesn't mean I'm going to stop being a freak though.
See, it started this morning. I got up late, missed World Civ class again (I have to go at least one day this week. Maybe tomorrow.) and started grabbing clothes for work. And for some reason, I grabbed the blue jeans and blue tank. Okay, this is weird. Usually, my work attire consists of black or purple plaid bondage paints and one of my black tops. I was at work when I noticed, and started thinking about this. Over the last several weeks, I've been wearing less and less of my Goth/Fetish stuff, and more of my comfortable blue jeans/top bohemian/pagan sorta thing.
And it freaked me out. How could I have made a change like that, and not noticed it? I mean, I still go window shopping, I still like the clothes, just not on me anymore. *frowns* Greg says I'm overanalyzing shit. TJ says my other personalities are playing a joke on me. *shrugs* Whatever.
Doesn't mean I'm going to stop being a freak though.
*tries not to scream*
Jul. 30th, 2002 08:45 pmOkay, this sucks. I'm outta orange juice. And there's nothing to drink here. I'm stuck at my aunt's without a damn thing to drink. Sure, there's the water, but it's well water, tastes nasty and makes me sick everytime I drink it.
I don't want to have to go back into town. That's 20 minutes, one way! And if I go to my house, Mia will get all whiny and pouty 'cause there's no one there to play with her after I leave, and TJ doesn't get home until 10:30 and, and.
Fuck it, I'll go to Greg's.
I don't want to have to go back into town. That's 20 minutes, one way! And if I go to my house, Mia will get all whiny and pouty 'cause there's no one there to play with her after I leave, and TJ doesn't get home until 10:30 and, and.
Fuck it, I'll go to Greg's.
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Jul. 30th, 2002 09:48 pmGot water.
Forgot what time my advisor meeting is tomorrow. Guess I'm going to have to get up and call in the morning. Shit.
Forgot what time my advisor meeting is tomorrow. Guess I'm going to have to get up and call in the morning. Shit.
