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leaveoutalltherestHave you ever been to the point where your current life/style/lifestyle just didn't quite suit you anymore? I meant it. Where one day, you're going through your things/clothes/whatever and realise you can no longer call yourself what you have for so long? I had that today. It made me think, and it hurt my head.
See, it started this morning. I got up late, missed World Civ class again (I have to go at least one day this week. Maybe tomorrow.) and started grabbing clothes for work. And for some reason, I grabbed the blue jeans and blue tank. Okay, this is weird. Usually, my work attire consists of black or purple plaid bondage paints and one of my black tops. I was at work when I noticed, and started thinking about this. Over the last several weeks, I've been wearing less and less of my Goth/Fetish stuff, and more of my comfortable blue jeans/top bohemian/pagan sorta thing.
And it freaked me out. How could I have made a change like that, and not noticed it? I mean, I still go window shopping, I still like the clothes, just not on me anymore. *frowns* Greg says I'm overanalyzing shit. TJ says my other personalities are playing a joke on me. *shrugs* Whatever.
Doesn't mean I'm going to stop being a freak though.
See, it started this morning. I got up late, missed World Civ class again (I have to go at least one day this week. Maybe tomorrow.) and started grabbing clothes for work. And for some reason, I grabbed the blue jeans and blue tank. Okay, this is weird. Usually, my work attire consists of black or purple plaid bondage paints and one of my black tops. I was at work when I noticed, and started thinking about this. Over the last several weeks, I've been wearing less and less of my Goth/Fetish stuff, and more of my comfortable blue jeans/top bohemian/pagan sorta thing.
And it freaked me out. How could I have made a change like that, and not noticed it? I mean, I still go window shopping, I still like the clothes, just not on me anymore. *frowns* Greg says I'm overanalyzing shit. TJ says my other personalities are playing a joke on me. *shrugs* Whatever.
Doesn't mean I'm going to stop being a freak though.
