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[leaveoutalltherest]

Here it is, 1:30 am and I'm calling myself all kinds of stupid. I'm sitting here, looking through schools and wondering what the fuck I've been thinking all these years. Yeah, I keep coming back to archaeology/anthropology. It's like a circle of sorts, no matter what, I always end up back in those fields.

But like usual, I end up looking at the schools, the better ones, and wonder what the fuck I'm doing, thinking I'm going to make it into them. It's stupid for me to think I'll ever make it as more than another lackey at the answering service, slaving away for crappy paychecks. I can't afford those schools, and I probably wouldn't get into them anyway.

It's all stupid, especially me.



*sighs* I'm just gonna watch more Stargate and play some stupid online puzzles.

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no your not

[(Anonymous)]

At least your trying, some people don't even do that...keep your chin up

[alryssa.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Sweetie, you're not stupid. I'd like to do that too, someday.