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Jan. 29th, 2007 05:37 pmThis weekend has been hell; between lack of sleep, work and other things, my mood is just barely a notch above 'Hey, slitting my wrists sounds like fun!!!!!'. I haven't been this bad in a long time. I think I need to take a break for a day or two, catch up on some reading and tv watching. Something other than contemplating nuking all of my pups and tossing my laptop out the window. It's seriously tiring making pups for people, or setting up plots and stuff, and then watching people lose interest in a matter of days, if not hours, after starting things. Of course, it could be all in my head, I get told that most of the time. Then again, this could be just me realising that I have no life outside of this fucking job and school, and what little bit of time I do have is spent waiting on people to decide if they want to bother with rping with me. Which just makes the nuking thought more appealing and I really should redye my hair because I have two inches of roots showing. And wow that last bit was random but at this point I have no idea what I'm rambling about anymore just that I'm sitting here wishing I could just pack up my stuff, the fluffy noisy beings and drive south until I can't drive anymore or I'm outta this mood.
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Date: 2007-01-30 12:23 am (UTC)As for the mood, take time off if you need it. TV, books, movies. Maybe find something to do with your hands or something soothing and repetitive like cross-stitch?
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Date: 2007-01-30 01:46 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-01-30 06:02 am (UTC)NO.