I'm done. Completely and totally done. This is the last post I'll make on this subject, because really, what good does it do me to bitch? No one fucking cares. I bitch, I whine, I cry, I try to do something, and nothing ever fucking happens. In fact, most it goes right over the heads of the people I bitch to.
Oh sure, people pat me on the head, they'll tell me it'll get better, claim to be 'a friend', but that's it. Really, if anyone actually fucking cared, they'd do more than 'pat' me on the head and then go back to whatever they were doing. I mean, gods know that I've made characters for people, jumped to help them out, come up with plots, but do I get shit in return?
No. I get 'we should do this', but then NOTHING EVER FUCKING HAPPENS. Nothing. Or, better yet, I get fucking PITY POSTS that go nowhere after a dozen or so comments. Why the fuck bother to say anything to me if you don't plan on helping out? Even better, is when those characters that people have dumped, the same ones I've been trying to get people to play, get played with someone other than me.
So, I get it. NO ONE fucking cares. Which means, I don't fucking care anymore either. No, I'm not nuking journals, because that's Dramawhoring beyond me, but I'm not logging on. Why bother when all I do is sit here and watch everyone else have fun with their games and plots that I can't seem to get in on, no matter how far I lower myself to be part of it. So fuck it. I'm not logging on and any posts I do will be for the one person who actually seems to give a shit.
