This sucks. This really fucking sucks. If I didn't seriously need this job to survive, if we weren't already a month behind on rent because of shit that keeps happening and making us choose between paying to have utilities on and eating over paying the fucking rent, I would quit this fucking job in a heartbeat.
I mean, yes, I KNOW there are some big boys coming in tomorrow for the one company, and yes I know he planned on doing some 'extra' stuff at that location, but FUCK IT ALL. I have been working NON-STOP for the past three months, I have worked when I was sick, when I felt shitty, when my arm and wrist ached to the point I couldn't move them the next morning unless I spent all night on a fucking heating pad. Now there is finally someone else working during the week, I've had maybe four hours of sleep for the last week, been up for nearly 24 hours now, have a migraine from hell because the fucking meds didn't work to make me sleep and I'm to the point that I just want to curl up in a ball and fucking CRY except that it would make the migraine worse, and he whines and GUILTS me into possibly fucking working tonight?
Yeah, that curling up in a fucking ball and crying sounds really good right now.
